Linger into my soul...

2010-07-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

i'm tired=(=(
just went for a swim... good exercise. I HAVVVEEEE TO START STUDYING... only 2+months left till promos!!! i have to get promoted. have too!!!!!

i dont know how some people can be soo thick skinned. i mean isn't it obvious everyone already?? I've never seen a guy this BITCHY!! GOSH!! get a life dude!! the whole world doesn't revolve around you!! so DISGUSTING!! i cant stand your attitude. it sucks! but you think you're so hilarious when you're not. you think what you're doing is fine and that everyone agrees' with you. well boy, WAKE THE HELL UP!! CAUSE THAT AIN'T HAPPENIN!! are you that blind?? everyone doesn't like you! so stop your bitching cause its irritating the hell outta people and give yourself an attitude check!!! like seriously!!!!!!! AAARRGH!!!

2010-07-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

GOSH!!! i just realised how long i've not blogged for!!! HAHA!! right now, all i can think about is how much i miss miss miss ANG MO KIO!!!! so to all those out there who are still in AMKSS, enjoy it while it lasts people.... JC IS VERY CRUEL!!

2 more months till promos!! i have to buck up!! in secondary school, 2 months before the exam i was still playingggg~~~

never mind!! just two more months and i'll get my well deserved break!! I MUST GET PROMOTED!!!!!!!

as for now... i'm off to bed.. ~~ nites*

2009-09-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

sorry about that... i am just sooo confused. and its so difficult to find a solution when all you can find is silence. anyways...

Sister engagement: 3 days.
Tamil class grad night: 2 days...

but before all that....

BIO AND A.MATHS paper tomorrow!!!!

2009-09-03T12:13:00.000+08:00

i cannot take it any longer... you just keep running away. am i the only taking the extra efforts to go that extra mile?? its like talking to a wall sometimes. for once why don't you just stand up for who you are and face me. and for once just ANSWER ME!!!

prelims!!

2009-08-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

its been exactly 1 month since i blogged... so busy with school... Quite scared for prelims though i think i have definitely improved both my maths.. more worried for physics. My tamil grade never seems to stop dropping... i got a B4 for prelims... i have to do well... i have to do well for every subject but here i am now. blogging. Prelims start tomorrow... i wish everyone all the best... My life's not scrwed. i will bring it back to how it used to be. trust me i will. I keep my words.. Lately i've been thinking alot about you and hey if you're reading this post, please come back. i can't take it any longer... And neither can you and you know it.. please... and good lUCk for prelims.

Here's to a bigger better and brighter future... 3 cheers to me..

2009-07-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

Prelims are nearing... its quite scary... time is definitely flying... but i am quite confident that for the next 1 month i will strive and do my best... i can do it... at least i know i can..

Harry Potter was grrrrrreat!!!!!!! i loved it... for me i think the movie was great though they skipped a few parts. However it was still nice... i only have this to say for people who think it sucked... if you're so clever and have so many negative comments to give why don't you go and produce the movie yourself... i bet you won't last through the first scene... this people are doing a wonderful job so i think its time to give them some credit instead of just saying it sucked it sucked... so irritating...

You go Heyman!!!
Can't wait for the movie to come out on VCD!!!

2009-07-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

finally going to watch harry potter tomorrow with my cousins... i have been waiting for this film for so long... since it was postponed from last november... though some say the movie as not nice or not as good as expected i'm sure i am gonna enjoy the movie... after all harry potter is my life... i'll definitely love the outcome of what happens in hogwarts... hopefully can update tomorrow about the movie... studyign geog-rivers and coasts....

** Tomorrow 12.15pm... managed to get last row tickets... yipee...

2009-07-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

Its been a loong time since my last post. have been busy... school's kinda stressful now cause its already term 3 and prelims are coming soon... i now realise how important it is to catch up during the june holidays. hopefully i've done enough. No point thinking of the past now... i must look towards the main goal. i have no choice but to do well... i want to do welll and so i will... planning to study till 2+, 3... i've done it before, so i don't think there'll be any problem doing it again... and i don't need essence of chicken or to wash my face 20 times with ice-water... my key to studying so late into the night... = COFFEE!!! it keeps me awake... proven.. at least for me. so planning to practice some Amaths, read up on Bio and do some assesment for chemistry and finish homework for geog... yups... thats what i'm gonna do... and for tomorrow i have to finish the SBQ mdm Anantha gave for home work, mrs anand's intros and points for situational and then last but never the least miss deepa's ws. 1 and 2.

I fully booked... i'm starting to worry about prelims. i've got to start working hard. there's not time left. i have to start now... it takes lots of self discipline... so i have to stop blogging now... hee hee.. gonna do some A maths now... highlight the questions i'm not sure of for integration so that i can clear them by this week. god help me...

oh by the way!!!! i Can't Wait For Harry Potter!!!!

2009-06-14T22:31:00.005+08:00

I really feel like watching drag me to hell again... i can't stop thinking about the movie...
Going for drama farewell dinner at pizza hut tomorrow... these juniors really go through alot... previous farewell parties were quite simple... after pizza hut will be going to choa chu kang... staying in my grandmother's house for the next few days( cousins are all there can't wait to have fun... (clears throat) i mean study....) i feel like buying the high school musical 3 vcd but i really need to safe money... after buying twilight, breaking dawn and twilight the movie from my own pocket money i'm broke... at least till next week.. hee hee... what can i say i am so rich my money supply comes to me every week...

only 2 weeks left... must study as hard as i can... must play a bit too.. just a bit...

Drag me to Hell!!!

2009-06-12T20:11:00.004+08:00

the movie was awesome... it was super super super super scary.... its the scariest movie i have ever seen. its just very scary.. i think its underrated... the damn movie is only PG!!! so since its was PG i thought it was no kick... but it seriously should have been like NC16 or M18... super scary... there was one point of time where i think i screamed.. but the sound effects were too loud even i couldn't hear myself. and then my friend and i jumped up from our seats at the same time and we hit each other's heads... so stupid... the movie is effing scary... but the storyline is very unique and actors played thier role very well.... its so totally worth the 20 over i spent today.... so worth it.. i don't mind watching the movie again... everyone in the theatre basically had the same reactions at the same time...so we all would go oh and ah together... ha ha...

(this is mrs. ganush... she is the old lady who cursed the main character because she didn't extend mrs. ganush's house loan... this is how scary she looks....)
i am super happy as long as i don't have nightmares... oh and if you watch the trailer, thats only the beggining... there's much much more...

2009-06-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

going to watch "drag me to hell" tomorrow... i just watched the trailer.... super scary... maybe not super scary but its still scary.... the movie's reviews are quite good.. by the director of spicer-man... now i won't be able to concentrate on my studies for the rest of the day... great..-.-"

2009-06-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

i feel so numb and bored... i need to do something different..i need to go out... i need help...

2009-06-08T10:32:00.003+08:00

Its been almost a month since i blogged... flunked mid-yrs failing 4 subjects..(a.maths, bio, ss, Physics)... but its scary that i'm not worried... maybe because i know that i failed because i didn't study and not because i have no idea what i am studying... contradicting... its abit comforting to think i failed those subjects because i didn't study.. its much better than studying your heart out and fail in the end.. now thats worrying. I have to get my priorities straight now... i think many ppl in my class need to do that.. i keep thinking that i am not the only one who is slacking but i don't realise that O levels is not an inter class thing but a NATIONAL exam.. i have to start working hard.. i've got no other choice... i am not ready to throw my life away like that..i am not letting my life slip away!!! that ain't happening.

ANYWAY!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! its not really holidays for us sec 4's but what the hack... its still the hols.. after reading all 4 books i finally bought twilight the movie... it is awesome... can't wait for new moon... hopefully meeting hidayah and amira on wednesday... memorising Mrs. Anand's vocab words now... if i don't make an effort who will??

2009-05-15T23:37:00.006+08:00

Yes. i finally can slack a bit... i am so darn tired... surprising that everyone feels that way... "whats the first thing you are going to do when you go home?" popular answers and well the only answers were SLEEP!!! i guess age must be catching up.. but its weird that we can stay up late to watch a movie or use the comp then why is it so difficult to stay up late and study??? Anyway... slept NICELY in the afternoon... Exams this year: the unexpected was expected...

ENGLISH: both papers were quite ok... maybe a B3??

Higher Tamil: A2!!! YEAH BABY!!

E.Maths: i don't know... like miss deepa said sometimes there are question that you have seen and know how to do and sometimes there are questions that are like ALIEN to you... so i think maybe a low distinction (i'm hoping) or a high B3...

A.Maths: I could have died after paper 1!!! Mdm Karen Teng!!! so difficult.... i was stuck at almost every questions... i think can pass la... moving on to paper 2 which was set by Miss Deepa, oh god bless her... for her standard and the great lengths she is capable of going to kill us with questions i thought the paper was quite ok... however certain mishaps happened in class which made me doubt my judgement of the paper so i smsed ms deepa and she said that she knows that we tried our best and that we don't need to worry about it... How sweet... so hopefully a B3 for paper 2??

Physics: MCQ was quite hard i think.. so was paper 2... they ask me questions which i don't even understand.. its like i read the questions and my reaction is, "why you asking me?? how am i supposed to know??" so i hope maybe a B3 or low distiction... i A2 can...

Chemistry: almost everything was like 1 mark questions... i didn't quite understand Ms Low's phrasing of the questions.. but thats no ones fault... so anyway.. hopefully an A2??

Bio: Mrs Chan killed me!!! so difficult.. instead of writing transpiration i went to write osmosis... and i didn't have time to study meiosis and thats what came out!! irritatiiing!!! but i can't blame anyone but myself!!

Overall i think i have to work real hard during the June Holidays... i don't even think its going to be holidays for me.... Among all this excitement, harry potter is coming out in less tan 2 months!!! AHHHHHH!!!! I CAN'T WAIT....
nOW I SHALL enjoy the air-con and visit dorothy and clara in la-la land... nites..

Mid-Year EXams are Here!!!

2009-05-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

i think i spent my long-weekend fruitfully.. concentrated on the sciences on friday and saturday...managed to cover 6 chapters of physics and chemistry and 1 chapter of bio... on sunday i covered globalisation for S.S and coordinante geometry for A.Maths... stayed up till 2 by drinking coffee on friday and saturday... its was quite fun and i managed to stay awake... anyways.. the mid year's are here... All the Best to everyone... S.S tomorrow... english after that... i am quite confident for S.S.. cannot wait for the vesak day long weekend where i can cover more of sciences, maths, and GEOGRAPHY!!!... GOOD LUCK, GOOD LUCK!!!

HAPPY NEWS!!! I got A2 for my higher mother tongue mid-year!!!! after getting B3 for NORMAL tamil O-Levels, getting A2 for HIGHER TAMIL is a BIG BIG acheivement for me!!! Yay!!!
good luck for mid-year.. we shall do the best of our ability... God Help Us..
p.s(my first post for may)... happy belated b'day to WAN WAN TING!!!

(sigh)

2009-04-26T21:54:00.002+08:00

this week was full of fun laughter peace and joy.. (yea right)... so hectic... spa was fun and i think i did much better this time round compared to the previous diffusion and osmosis... but poor poor brenda who got all her answers way way diffrent from anyone in the class... my heart goes out to you..(yea right)... then after seeing how we were going to suffer for 2.4, he postponed the next days test to this week!! God bless him.. ha ha aa... S.S test was manageble.. and all the test and spa was way easy compared to the MATHS TEST!!!! effing difficult... surely fail.. no doubt.. Last test for A.Maths in this school and i gonna fail it.. how nice..(yea right).. finally the weekend is here(thats what i felt on friday)... 1 second later...(sigh) i've got to go to school tomorrow... but i've gotta say, time's flying soon the MYE will be here and before you know it i am top student for O Levels... (i'm not gonna say yea right for that)... well its full revision this week.. hope to do some solid studying after school hours... i really wanna do well but i just need that spark of motivation and i'm sure that lots of people will aggree with me that we are all lost finding our motivation... God Help us!!! Mothers day is coming up and i'm close to broke... (i wish i could say yea right)... gonna read a book so taa...

Tests!!

2009-04-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

This is my 10th post and my tag board is officially dead... loads of tests next week... Mon-Chem
Tues-Bio Spa,,, Wed-Bio Test,,,,Thurs.-S.S,,,,Fri-A.Maths... i wanna have a don't say die attitude but its hard nowadays... its very stressful and pressurising especially when you want to do well for alll the tests... i wanna try my best but i can feel my self esteem running out and no one but only i can fill the tank up again... I am ready to study but i need something to just spark off that motivation... Hidayah and Wan Ting agrees with me.. I'm falling behind homework as welll and i only have this weekend to catch up before its too late.. Oh God!!! Let this soon be over!!! I am going to hang in there after all i have to put up with the rain to see the rainbow!! physics test tomorrow and HTL mid0yr on sat. ... i'm gonna sleep... nights!!

2009-04-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Puthaandu Vaazhthukal!!! To all my tamil indians!!!
Today was no bad.. the fact that hui cheng pissed me off for nothing is still bugging me... am i so vulnerable?? Was caught by Mr Ong cause i didn't have my collar badge.. caught by Mrs Kok. for side burn... my side burn isn't even that long... i think... i don't even want to mention geog test... anyway no more tests till friday and tamil mid-year on saturday... confident for tamil but not for physics.. arrgghh.... i feel like just ending it al!!! but i guess i'm still happy... i manage my emotions well i guess... tomorrow's a new day with new things to look forward to.. planning to have a smooth day.. and i will have a great day.. is all in the mind, which is very tired now so good night!!

Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure!!

2009-04-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

the looong weekend's over.. so sad.. boo woo... didn't really study much.. was too distracted.. went to Hub on saturday and had lunch there.. went to granny's house last night and came back this afternoon.. physics and geog test on tuesday.. ahhhh... both alsi not my strong chapters.. how??? i'm so irritated with myself... good luck to me..

2009-04-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

Finally the long weekend is here... Am really motivated to study.. don't know why anyway i shld be studying... Mid-Year in a month... O levels coming... starting to feel scared... going to wake up at 6 to jog tomorrow... then going to come back and do some aerobics... hee hee hee.. heavy breakfast and light lunch and light dinner.... iWANT TO LOOOSE WEIGHT!!! i am actually considerably thin though compared to SOME People!!!. am a littel pissed with what happened to dorothy's phone today... RL took doro's phone and didn't want to return her and then this stupid doro got pissed and WENT HOME WITHOUT HER PHONE!!! so RL took doro's I Phone home and changed the passcode... WTF!!! then when doro asked him he don't want to tell her the passcode.. please la its her phone.. you no money to buy I Phone tghen you take other people's one for what!?!?! so cheapskate... stupid dorothy also has no brains... hais hais... how can i blame her.. no one can be as smart as me or even as the brains to match up to it.. thats why i'll be the one getting 6-9 points for O levls... and now i have to make it a reality by studying... i still find RL like very cheapskate take other people's phone then change their passcode.. so desperate not even your phone you want to touch for what!?!?! shld blame doro.. who ask her to lend them for so long until they take advantage of her...
Conversation btw me and doro..
Sahran: you are very stupid you know.. who ask you to go and lend him???
Doro: ya la ya la... i also not angry then you angry for what??
Sahran: I also don't know...
(both laughs together)..

My Life's *********

2009-04-08T22:09:00.007+08:00

I am so irritated right now... if everytime someone tries to talk to you and you keeo brushing them off.. the least you could do is like tell them when you are going to sleep so that they can come to goodnight and talk about some stuf... not just suddenly sleep without saying anything and you have to satnd like a stupid fool!!! OK i know i sound contradicting, but its so damn irritating... AARRRGGGHH!!! Fuck la!! you make me so angry and sad i just feel like killing myself.....And its so diffcult to get back to the normal track when you try so hard not to digress.... its saddening to see how one's life can change because of this one person... as much as i love you there are still somethings which i can't stand the way you do... Nevertheless i still love you and whish the best...

English test tomorrow... hope to feel normal again by tomorrow... hard to go back.. Can't let go... AHHHHH!!!! I;m just slipping away...just hate it!!

2009-04-06T22:14:00.003+08:00

Clara's Party was GRRRR-ATE!!! the condo is "posh" and nice.. just my type.. hee hee.. i like the so called entrance to the 2 BBQ pits... ate nicely.. and accidentally dropped a tray of chicken wings... Winston:"Do you know how many people in Africa have no food?!?!".. and i how was like whatever just shut up... -.-"... then left and 8 cause amira had to leave at 8 so followed her, ayu and hidayah to J8 and took a train to AMK bused in 88 to home.. That was Saturday.. Sunday was a normal day where you try to study but get distracted... Its so frustrating when you can't put your mind into something...mO levels are coming up as well..AARRGGH... but at least i got 21/25 for E. Maths test.. Yippeee... got Kit Kat from miss Deepa... Its a new week... Time is flying... Sec 4's have stepped down from Drama... It was quite emotional to see fel give her last "speech"... Came home.. and now going to fairyland...
It seems so near yet so Far.. With all the might from within, you plunge with your heart and soul as neither can live while the other survives...

SYF!!!

2009-03-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

SYF was grreat!!! the cast did so well... i am sure and confident it will be a gold for my drama club!! go drama!! congrats to band for their gold!! to so many pics and was in so many pics but as expected i am too tired to post them.. anyway Miss Deepa also said that we have to cut down on the MSN, FACEBOOK and stuff and we are all listening to her( as if..jk jk..) will try tomorrow... there certain goals for me tomorrow...
- Buy Mcdonald's breakfast
- Finish miss deepa's maths by during MT period
- Try not to die during any of the goals...
Its also April Fool's Day tomorrow... and Zhi Yun's and Dennis's B'day... looking forward to tomorrow i don't know why.. but i'm definitely looking forward to CLARA'S partey!!! where we are all just going to do nothing but parr- ttyyy...
GGGOOODDD nNNIIIGGHTT!!
<3 , <3

Super tired...

2009-03-30T20:59:00.007+08:00

the day satrted out normal with Mr Toh coming in late cause he thought then when your pupil is sick form teacher must stay with the child till the parents come which actually no NEED!!! so half of Bio gone... for VE we had this career stuff by Mrs. Jothi.. then recess after that was English where Mrs Anand did some vocab and stuff... Oh Yeh.. stupid dorothy told me that she bought the EXACT SAME THING FOR CLARA!!! I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANGRY AT BUT I'M ANGRY!!! anyway.. tomorrow is SYF!! though i'm only like carrying a tree... its still nerve-wrecking... ha ha ha... early dissmissal at 11.20!!! so cool!! ha ha ha... gonne be super tired.. only reached home at 8 after making last min. touches to the props... and here are some pics during rehearsals...

Chorus girls with ismene(michelle)

the two sisters....

very tired to post already.. still have so many.. maybe next time... and i don't know why the oics are coming out like that.. anyways... FEL IS THE BEST IN ACTING next to me... =).. hee hee hee... good luck to drama club for tomorrow... we WILL bring back the gold...

2009-03-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

there is nothing like up to the sound of TV... which is impossible to happen in my house..(another advantage to not staying in your house)... Left granny's at 2.30 to go to causeway point and get clara's b'day present... was supposed to meet dorothy but she was already meeting clara but what i didn't know was that they were also going to causeway point... hee hee... I didn't wanna meet them as
1. How can i bu clara's present when she is around??
2. Ben was there to shy to make new friends and i didn't look proper..
so as i was like looking around to avoid them, i turned to take the escalator and there they were.. standing right infront of me!!! luckily they didn't see me though i was like right infront of them... ran up the escalator and called dorothy to provoke them while hiding behind the wall... hee hee.. then i realised how stupid i was as they became more alert... as they were heading my way it was even more difficult to walk around.. finally went to the shop bought SOMETHING and went home-yy...

(sigh).. E.Maths test on friday... must do well..
P.S will post a photo of her present i thinkshe'll like it...

Hello...

2009-03-28T15:53:00.001+08:00

This is my first post... Thank you to all those who helped me set up my blog.. especially doro who tolerated all my callss.. hee hee hee.. Its the weekend. finally a break after the hectic schedule in school!! Its term 2 already.. some how i looked forward to school re-opening. Time really flies.. I'm worried that i'm not worried about O levels..(sigh).. 1/2 of me says there's still loads of time but the other 1/2 says there is NO time... Mid-Year is coming as well... God save me!! As for now i'll just enjoy the privacy of the house all to myself..